Applause-Recogntion.

So Khusbhu-my co joinee gets a rookie award, and rest of the joiners in other teams as well......does that mean i will question my ability......Nah.....I m Not!!!!....But i would be lieing if i said it did not hurt.....it hurts.......what are the reasons which i think i did not get.........cant think to much...i need to keep my wits about it....its nothing to high funda...........just need to keep my wits about it...int he end even though i desire it...i know its fleeting ...so i need to keep  being as honest with my self.... and keep doing it inch by inch...step by step.......and every time i have these moments of questioning my worth i keep remembering Anu bhai.... speaking to him  about how i can be the best of what i can be.....and trying to find a bit more about my self is .....or to jut plain interact with people who have achieved something in life..........I keep moving forward..how much can u take and keep moving forward..."RESILIENCE".